"My biggest fear may sound cliche, but fear itself and the anxiety that follows. I've isolated myself in the past from family functions, work, and everyday things people don't even think twice about. The thing is when you realize it's just fear: suck it up and take a step forward, then another. When I was on the other side of Canada, in Jasper, working at a resort, due to stress and self-medicating with alcohol, I developed Schizophrenia and caught a plane back home. If I had a do-over, I would live the perfect day like the movie Groundhog Day. To wake up early and invest my time developing my body and my mind, and learn something new. Tell my family how much I appreciate and love them, make time for coffee with friends, find a wife that accepts my quirks and complexes, work at a job that I want to go to. So you see; every day is a do-over."